I have been occupied and quiet and I see that this season will continue for awhile.  In moments , I have been reading Yours, Jack.  These are excerpts of letters that CS Lewis wrote.  They have been greatly encouraging and thought provoking.  Of course, reading Lewis brought me back to George MacDonald and the following essay stretches my wings and creates a desire to soar with the gifts God has given:
George MacDonald
     
       The Fantastic Imagination
                       Introduction from The Light Princess and other Fairy Tales, also reprinted          in a Dish of Orts.
       That we have in English no word corresponding to the German Märchen,          drives us to use the word Fairytale, regardless of the fact that          the tale may have nothing to do with any sort of fairy. The old use of          the word Fairy, by Spenser at least, might, however, well be adduced,          were justification or excuse necessary where need must.
       Were I asked, what is a fairytale? I should reply, Read Undine: that          is a fairytale; then read this and that as well, and you will see what          is a fairytale. Were I further begged to describe the fairytale,          or define what it is, I would make answer, that I should as soon think          of describing the abstract human face, or stating what must go to constitute          a human being. A fairytale is just a fairytale, as a face is just a face;          and of all fairytales I know, I think Undine the most beautiful.
       Many a man, however, who would not attempt to define a man, might          venture to say something as to what a man ought to be: even so much I          will not in this place venture with regard to the fairytale, for my long          past work in that kind might but poorly instance or illustrate my now          more matured judgment. I will but say some things helpful to the reading,          in right-minded fashion, of such fairytales as I would wish to write,          or care to read.
       Some thinkers would feel sorely hampered if at liberty to use no forms          but such as existed in nature, or to invent nothing save in accordance          with the laws of the world of the senses; but it must not therefore be          imagined that they desire escape from the region of law. Nothing lawless          can show the least reason why it should exist, or could at best have more          than an appearance of life.
       The natural world has its laws, and no man must interfere with them in          the way of presentment any more than in the way of use; but they themselves          may suggest laws of other kinds, and man may, if he pleases, invent a          little world of his own, with its own laws; for there is that in him which          delights in calling up new forms--which is the nearest, perhaps, he can          come to creation. When such forms are new embodiments of old truths, we          call them products of the Imagination; when they are mere inventions,          however lovely, I should call them the work of the Fancy: in either case,          Law has been diligently at work.
       His world once invented, the highest law that comes next into play is,          that there shall be harmony between the laws by which the new world has          begun to exist; and in the process of his creation, the inventor must          hold by those laws. The moment he forgets one of them, he makes the story,          by its own postulates, incredible. To be able to live a moment in an imagined          world, we must see the laws of its existence obeyed. Those broken, we          fall out of it. The imagination in us, whose exercise is essential to          the most temporary submission to the imagination of another, immediately,          with the disappearance of Law, ceases to act. Suppose the gracious creatures          of some childlike region of Fairyland talking either cockney or Gascon!          Would not the tale, however lovelily begun, sink once to the level of          the Burlesque--of all forms of literature the least worthy? A man's inventions          may be stupid or clever, but if he does not hold by the laws of them,          or if he makes one law jar with another, he contradicts himself as an          inventor, he is no artist. He does not rightly consort his instruments,          or he tunes them in different keys. The mind of man is the product of          live Law; it thinks by law, it dwells in the midst of law, it gathers          from law its growth; with law, therefore, can it alone work to any result.          Inharmonious, unconsorting ideas will come to a man, but if he try to          use one of such, his work will grow dull, and he will drop it from mere          lack of interest. Law is the soil in which alone beauty will grow; beauty          is the only stuff in which Truth can be clothed; and you may, if you will,          call Imagination the tailor that cuts her garments to fit her, and Fancy          his journeyman that puts the pieces of them together, or perhaps at most          embroiders their button-holes. Obeying law, the maker works like his creator;          not obeying law, he is such a fool as heaps a pile of stones and calls          it a church.
       In the moral world it is different: there a man may clothe in new forms,          and for this employ his imagination freely, but he must invent nothing.          He may not, for any purpose, turn its laws upside down. He must not meddle          with the relations of live souls. The laws of the spirit of man must hold,          alike in this world and in any world he may invent. It were no offence          to suppose a world in which everything repelled instead of attracted the          things around it; it would be wicked to write a tale representing a man          it called good as always doing bad things, or a man it called bad as always          doing good things: the notion itself is absolutely lawless. In physical          things a man may invent; in moral things he must obey--and take their          laws with him into his invented world as well.
       "You write as if a fairytale were a thing of importance: must it          have meaning?"
       It cannot help having some meaning; if it have proportion and harmony          it has vitality, and vitality is truth. The beauty may be plainer in it          than the truth, but without the truth the beauty could not be, and the          fairytale would give no delight. Everyone, however, who feels the story,          will read its meaning after his own nature and development: one man will          read one meaning in it, another will read another.
       "If so, how am I to assure myself that I am not reading my own meaning          into it, but yours out of it?"
       Why should you be so assured? It may be better that you should read your          meaning into it. That may be a higher operation of your intellect than          the mere reading of mine out of it: your meaning may be superior to mine.
       "Suppose my child ask me what the fairytale means, what am I to          say?"
       If you do not know what it means, what is easier than to say so? If you          do see a meaning in it, there it is for you to give him. A genuine work          of art must mean many things; the truer its art, the more things it will          mean. If my drawing, on the other hand, is so far from being a work of          art that it needs THIS IS A HORSE written under it, what can it matter          that neither you nor your child should know what it means? It is there          not so much to convey a meaning as to wake a meaning. If it do not even          wake an interest, throw it aside. A meaning may be there, but it is not          for you. If, again, you do not know a horse when you see it, the name          written under it will not serve you much. At all events, the business          of the painter is not to teach zoology.
       But indeed your children are not likely to trouble you about the meaning.          They find what they are capable of finding, and more would be too much.          For my part, I do not write for children, but for the childlike, whether          of five, or fifty, or seventy-five.
       A fairytale is not an allegory. There may be allegory in it, but it not          an allegory. He must be an artist indeed who can, in any mode, produce          a strict allegory that is not a weariness to the spirit. An allegory must          be Mastery or Moorditch.
       A fairytale, like a butterfly or a bee, helps itself on all sides, sips          every wholesome flower, and spoils not one. The true fairytale is, to          my mind, very like the sonata. We all know that a sonata means something;          and where there is the faculty of talking with suitable vagueness, and          choosing metaphor sufficiently loose, mind may approach mind, in the interpretation          of a sonata, with the result of a more or less contenting consciousness          of sympathy. But if two or three men sat down to write each what the sonata          meant to him, what approximation to definite idea would be the result?          Little enough--and that little more than needful. We should find it had          roused related, if not identical, feelings, but probably not one common          thought. Has the sonata therefore failed? Had it undertaken to convey,          or ought it to be expected to impart anything defined, anything notionally          recognisable?
       "But words are not music; words at least are meant and fitted to          carry a precise meaning!"
       It is very seldom indeed that they carry the exact meaning of any user          of them! And if they can be so used as to convey definite meaning, it          does not follow that they ought never to carry anything else. Words are          live things that may be variously employed to various ends. They can convey          a scientific fact, or throw a shadow of her child's dream on the heart          of a mother. They are things to put together like the pieces of dissected          map, or to arrange like the notes on a stave. Is the music in them to          go for nothing? It can hardly help the definiteness of a meaning: is it          therefore to be disregarded? They have length, and breadth, and outline:          have they nothing to do with depth? Have they only to describe, never          to impress? Has nothing any claim to their use but definite? The cause          of a child's tears may be altogether undefinable: has the mother therefore          no antidote for his vague misery? That may be strong in colour which has          no evident outline. A fairtytale, a sonata, a gathering storm, a limitless          night, seizes you and sweeps you away: do you begin at once to wrestle          with it and ask whence its power over you, whither it is carrying you?          The law of each is in the mind of its composer; that law makes one man          feel this way, another man feel that way. To one the sonata is a world          of odour and beauty, to another of soothing only and sweetness. To one,          the cloudy rendezvous is a wild dance, with a terror at its heart; to          another, a majestic march of heavenly hosts, with Truth in their centre          pointing their course, but as yet restraining her voice. The greatest          forces lie in the region of the uncomprehended.
       I will go farther.--The best thing you can do for your fellow, next to          rousing his conscience, is--not to give him things to think about, but          to wake things up that are in him; or say, to make him think things for          himself. The best Nature does for us is to work in us such moods in which          thoughts of high import arise. Does any aspect of Nature wake but one          thought? Does she ever suggest only one definite thing? Does she make          any two men in the same place at the same moment think the same thing?          Is she therefore a failure, because she is not definite? Is it nothing          that she rouses the something deeper than the understanding--the power          that underlies thoughts? Does she not set feeling, and so thinking at          work? Would it be better that she did this after one fashion and not after          many fashions? Nature is mood-engendering, thought-provoking: such ought          the sonata, such ought the fairytale to be.
       "But a man may then imagine in your work what he pleases, what you          never meant!"
       Not what he pleases, but what he can. If he be not a true man, he will          draw evil out of the best; we need not mind how he treats any work of          art! If he be a true man, he will imagine true things; what matter whether          I meant them or not? They are there none the less that I cannot claim          putting them there! One difference between God's work and man's is, that,          while God's work cannot mean more than he meant, man's must mean more          than he meant. For in everything that God has made, there is a layer upon          layer of ascending significance; also he expresses the same thought in          higher and higher kinds of that thought: it is God's things, his embodied          thoughts, which alone a man has to use, modified and adapted to his own          purposes, for the expression of his thoughts; therefore he cannot help          his words and figures falling into such combinations in the mind of another          as he had himself not foreseen, so many are the thoughts allied to every          other thought, so many are the relations involved in every figure, so          many the facts hinted in every symbol. A man may well himself discover          truth in what he wrote; for he was dealing all the time things that came          from thoughts beyond his own.
       "But surely you would explain your idea to one who asked you?"
       I say again, if I cannot draw a horse, I will not write THIS IS A HORSE          under what I foolishly meant for one. Any key to a work of imagination          would be nearly, if not quite, as absurd. The tale is there not to hide,          but to show: if it show nothing at your window, do not open your door          to it; leave it out in the cold. To ask me to explain, is to say, "Roses!          Boil them, or we won't have them!" My tales may not be roses but          I will not boil them.
       So long as I think my dog can bark, I will not sit up to bark for him.
       If a writer's aim be logical conviction, he must spare no logical pains,          not merely to be understood, but to escape being misunderstood; where          his object is to move by suggestion, to cause to imagine, then let him          assail the soul of his reader as the wind assails an aeolian harp. If          there be music in my reader, I would gladly wake it. Let fairytale of          mine go for a firefly that now flashes, now is dark, but may flash again.          Caught in a hand which does not love its kind, it will turn to an insignificant          ugly thing, that can neither flash nor fly.
       The best way with music, I imagine, is not to bring the forces of our          intellect to bear upon it, but to be still and let it work on that part          of us for whose sake it exists. We spoil countless precious things by          intellectual greed. He who will be a man, and will not be a child, must--he          cannot help himself--become a little man, that is, a dwarf. He will, however          need no consolation, for he is sure to think himself a very large creature          indeed.
       If any strain of my "broken music" make a child's eyes flash,          or his mother's grow for a moment dim, my labour will not have been in          vain.
       THE END